I thought I had a problem 😕

And this why I do what I do.

My “Problem"

Whenever I was in a relationship, and I was often in a relationship, there was always a point where I began to struggle. 

I wanted to connect with other men.

I wanted to flirt or kiss or touch. If I was interested, I wanted to be able to express that. I wanted to feel free.

But I couldn’t.

I had to suppress those urges.

In order to be a “good gir…